photos form camping and july15th (^_^)

here are photos form last night and camping. camping was soo fun we wanna do it again. last night was also very fun. got to see an old friend and take photos! she had fun. its funny how you only saw a person a few times(3 or4) in your life and yet you get along so well and know alot about each other. its like we were close friends b4.

camping set 1:

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=91028&id=805466879&l=6acc5afb00

camping set 2:

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=91140&id=805466879&l=25359e18e6

camping set 3:

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=91193&id=805466879&l=9b09fc6a41

july 15th.

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=91753&id=805466879&l=aef4240b0b

said friend was amazed that i never went to genki living…well were going there like 2 weeks form now! iam looking forword to it

regretting things.

i dont know what the hell is going on anymore. well first ill talk about my day. i had plans to meet with my friends to help her with relearning how to use a dslr and some basic photoshop. well she cancled. its okay though, cuse her family came over i guess. although i was looking forword to seeing her again. i havent seen her in like 2 years.

some family came over from SFO and yah…my dad is making me bend over back words just trying to make them comfortable. i dont really care bout them cuse they dont respect me. so to the girl i mentioned earlier…i dont mind doing the photo thing today, i need to get away from them. my dad wanted me to show them our dirtbikes, so i did and started them. i had to teach them how to start off and fallow them. well eventually some how the arch of my foot hurts.

well then day goes on and on…

my other friend cancels on me. i sorta expected it.

for some reason today i felt down. started to talk to anne online, and yah…it went down hill…i dont know, she said i ask alot of questions. i said “cuse if i didnt we wouldnt be talking”.

she said ugh…

then this is what i regret but i said it “it seems like were not really friends. iam just someone that annoys you.” then i loged off, in fear of messing things up more. for reason i really regret this. especially now that i look back at it i am regretting it!

probably like 10 min later i get txt from facebook from anne saying to go online and yah…so she can explain herself.

for me i think she is making me work too much. making it hard, and confusing. ill probably go online 2morrow but i no iam not going to initiate the chat with her. ill let her start it. i like her, but sometimes it seems too hard.  just dont know what to do.

then me and a friend goes to a bar, he knows that when iam drunk ill tell all my problems. i planned to drink soo much to forget what happened. but i dont think it did kick in yet.

for some reason ive been thinking of OPTION 2 more and more now. its feeling like its my only escape from all of this. i used to have a bag full of cloths just for this but i felt like i didnt need it so i put the cloths away and gave the bag away. i might be making another bag again, so one time if i need it its there and i can go start with option 2 ( most people will call it plan B, but  iam not most people), it seems like i might use it this time.

facebook quizzes

 

one of my friends did this quiz also before i did. Its the “what is your best trait” quiz. well i got compassion. i actually think this quiz has some validity into it. i have a job that helps sick people get better. i have gotten compliments from patients that iam very compassionate, also the floor manager’s have received some patient feedback forms that the patients say iam very compassionate at this type of job. couple of them went as far to say that they would like to see me as an RN one day.

one that will stay in my memory for ever is a comment that a patient said to my teacher, when i was out of the room. well the patient said that Romeo was the most compassionate person that he has come into contact with during his hospital stay. well at debriefing that day, the teacher said what the patient said, and commented that this is the first time anyone has ever commented on a student before. made me feel good of myself.

here are my quiz results.

Romeo completed the quiz "What is your Best Trait?" with the result Compassion.

You don’t judge others’ faults but rather have compassion on them and what they are going through. Your first instinct when you see someone in need is to comfort them and show them how much you care. You are gracious, and love flows out of you naturally. Even in situations where most people would back away, you are right there for people with your arms wide open. You feel empathy for those who suffer, and this might be because of your kind nature or maybe even because you can relate; whatever the reason, you help heal wounds and are a shoulder to cry on..

been a while.

well i had a friend do a tarot card reading for me and here is what it said:

Spiritually, you are doing well. You are spiritually content and you have the world on your finger tips. It’s going to take a lot to bring you down because you’ve just had a string of successes.
You are not in danger of losing yourself spiritually even if there seems to be problems that may prevent themselves. You are totally in control.
You are in a milestone intellectually. If you are having problems you have the intelligence to deal with that problem. You are guided by god in your decision making process. All the problems you have now can be dealt with by your sense of rationality and instinct.
You are well guarded physically. You have good family and good friends and they are providing you with a strong foundation. Someone out there is looking out for your well being. Possibly a very wise female. You really are in good shape.
Your work has been paying off and you can reap benefits from it if you choose. Just remember… you make your own luck. It’s really all up to you whether you want to reap those benefits or not. You can spring into action anytime you wish. You are in total control of what you want to do from the stuff you have gained from work.
Emotionally you have everything that you could wish for. You’re not taking anything for granted and you aren’t boastful about it. You’re as happy as can be.
Romeo, all in all this is one of the best readings I have ever seen.

reverting back to the old me

Havent been here in a while.

Well things havent been going good lately, i dont know why but it will need to change.

I can feel myself slowly reverting back to my old ways, the ways i was accustomed to back in my first two years of college! All the drinking, drugs, and the disregard for others lives! Well i feel like its slowly happening!

Today is an example…i was on my way to school (on the freeways) and i see this corolla type s going probably 100 (iam only doing 80) watching the car switch carelessly between lanes. It doesnt get too far from me cuse theres a slow down so he is forced to go down to 70. Fallowing the car for a while and i see its going to the same freeway switch! Well its one of my favorite freeway switch in the OC, i know it pritty well rite down to the bumps!

I see the corolla take the inside, so i take the outter lain on the first corner. For some reason i felt annoyed about the car and its driver, and just wanted to see it in my review! Well as i was passing it seemed the car was going too fast for the driver to handle on the corner, it started to double lain, or the driver thinks he knows what he is doing and is trying to double lain to go faster. Experience tells me that at 75 you dont need to double lain. Well seeing he is going into my lain i just blast past the car.

As i do i see out of the very edge of my vision the driver jerks the wheel forcing the car in to the inside lain. Well that was not a good idea, cuse it caused the rear end to lose grip and the car slammed into the inner guard rail. The car just got smaller and smaller in my rearview!

Funny thing i thought i would of felt bad, and just want to go back to see if they are okay. Rite now though i dont. Actually i dont feel anything about that event!

I guess people can change them selves from old to new, but when something happens, bringing an old feeling the mind reverts back to what its used to.

update.

this up date is needed. so far class is kicking my ass but i fell its is worth it.

iam getting a b in psych and a c/d in human deseases!

I also found something new to do. its fishing. i lik it because its relaxing, and stress free. i useually fish while listening to the radio on provided by my nokia 5800. the battery last the whole day and more! its a great little device. so far ive only cought 2 fish. thats terrible but we found out that we should go early!

iam trying to decide what my next purchase is: the samsung i8910, nokia n97 or the bt tm7

reasons

samsung i8910

1. the nokia 5800 was an impulse buy. i needed a new phone at that time and i got it with out doing any research. it will become my back up phone
2. the samsung i8910 has better camera.
3. the looks
4. has more power under the hood
5. symbian s60
6. plays dvix
7. hd recording
8. hd output
9. looks like a very solid device.
10. can update social sites with out needing additional softwere.

nokia n97

1. its a nokia n series
2. has a keyboard
3. tv output
4. has s60
5. supposed to be the “ultimate facebook phone”

bt tm7

1. i want to try something other then a tippmann for my paintball
2. its electronic
3. air efficient
4. not meny moving parts
5. under 3 lbs
6. looks cool
7. very very acurate
8. quite

what i dont like

samsung i8910

1. no us 3g. well partial us 3g it has the 1900 band

nokia n97

1. low on cpu and ram specs
2. need seperate softwere/services to post to fb and other sites.

bt tm7

1. is electronic (it goes both ways)
2. wont be as reliable as my tippmanns
3. high maintenance
4. i actually might like it alot
5. not a phone hahahaaha

 

well thats an update!

driving rant#1

Yesterday at work a couple patients had the news going! One of the news stories keep on playing. The news story was about an 18 year old(driver) and a 16 year old(passenger) got into a fatal accident. There car a newer ford mustang basically got cut in half by hitting a tree. The kids hit the tree on a canyon road. Rite away the first responders are thinking there was speed involved. The news caster thinks that there was possibly another party involved. Implying that they were racing. Thats what i got from watching the story.

Rant start:

I needed a new phone.

Well my old phone moto q9h crapped out on me. We (my bro in-law and I) believe its from the slober of my 1year old niece. Well after the alarm on it crapped out everything just went down hill from there! I decided that i need a new phone after 2 years.

I decided to go for nokia and s60. Since i use a tablet pc and like touch, i decided to go with touch screen. I went for the Nokia 5800 music xpress. I want the nokia n97 but since its not out yet this will have to do. At least ill beable get used to s60 before june.

This is also my first purchace from amazon. I saw that the phone was only 350$ and it had a bright green sign saying “order with in 3 hours and get this phone tomorrow.” Thats the option i went with. It was only 18$ for next day shipping. That is very cheap. Well the phone did arrive the next day and i was a very happy customer.

I love unboxings. They are one of the joys i get when opening new things. Now that i can unbox and video tape is just cool.

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first video for thefailingstudent!

this is the first ever video for thefailingstudent!

it was a long time comming but i finally had the time to make it. its for the unboxing of my tablet pc. its was my first time making a video ever so its a lil rough…

and here it is:

Good advice!

I was reading through my emails and i came across this one! I thought all of them to be true!

There’s some mighty fine advice in these words, even if you’re not superstitious.

ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.

THREE. Don’t believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.

FOUR. When you say, ‘I love you,’ mean it.

FIVE. When you say, ‘I’m sorry,’ look the person in the eye.

SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.

EIGHT.. Never laugh at anyone’s dreams. People who don’t have dreams don’t have much

NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it’s the only way to live life completely.

TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.

ELEVEN. Don’t judge people by their relatives.

TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.

THIRTEEN! .. When someone asks you a question you don’t want to answer, smile and ask, ‘Why do you want to know?’

FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

FIFTEEN.. Say ‘bless you’ when you hear someone sneeze.

SIXTEEN. When you lose, don’t lose the lesson.

SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R’s: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.

EIGHTEEN. Don’t let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

NINETEEN. When you realize you’ve made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice

TWENTY- ONE. Spend some time alone.